Not much progress
Not a great 24 hours. Have been resting in bed trying to sleep through.
Yesterday was a write off (a bit like my WIP but thats another issue causing me much angst). Woke Sunday morning to no real change. I remind myself to be patient. Its hard though.
Feel like a ghostly member of our household. Life goes on around me, I float in and out trying to engage with family activities but this proves to be to difficult, forcing a retreat to quieter places.
Strain on the family is more evident this month. Four head strong women tearing each other apart. I don’t have the strength to engage or to parent. I have been reduced to a passive observer. I feel I should take myself out of this for a couple of days and retreat to the beach house with the dog. That may help restore some balance to club Waterloo. There is allot being carried on Petra’s shoulders.
I have re read my post of the 14 th of May and draw strength from that.
My Unplanned Sabbatical 